March.22.twentyeleven

I got thinking of what a middle school student had said. Something along the lines of this: Real Christians show God chapter books of the mistakes they have made in their life and the little things they have done. Christians who put on a mask show God their picture books of only the good things they have done.

It made me think a lot about my self. I need to give every thing up to God. God doesn't want the fun colorful children's book full of pictures and all the great things in my life. He wants my tough things in life. He wants the long chapters of pain in my life and the rough stuff I've been through. I think its just hard for me to take it in sometimes that someone would want all of these things. But then it just takes me back. He died for me and my sins. He didn't just go up and die on the cross for a show. He did it for me. I need to give these things up to him and let them go. i want to be joyful and happy with God because I am a daughter of Christ and was bought with a price!